Happy Chinese New Year!

Happy Chinese New Year!

恭喜恭喜！ 新年快乐！

Well, another year has gone by so fast. Before we know it, we'll be at another house, and our children will be taking of us.

Another year older, another year passed,

Shoulder to shoulder, growing more like glass.

New year, new promises,

Full of cheer, full of kisses.

Time has gone, old age has come,

Sings a song, telling what needs to be done.

Another year has come, another year with friends,

Let's stay strong, until the end.

You and i forever and ever,

Let's start parting starting at never.

Promise me you'll be there for me,

I promise you there's a lot to see.

Let's roam the world, forget our fears,

Not allowing any tears.

A new year has come, let's make the best,

Finish what should be done, getting it off our chest.

Promise me when this year ends,

You and i will stay best of friends.

Wish You The Best

Seeing you everyday, hurts me so deep,

There's so much I want to say, but I never have the strength.

Every time I try, my tears just start to come,

Finally I cry, unable to finish what should've been done.

It's just so hard facing you and her,

It makes me reminisce how we once were.

I guess i was just a doll, play then throw away,

Ignoring me just to stall, then left, forgetting everyday.

It just hurts so much that I actually loved you,

But I guess your habit is to break hearts into two.

All my friends support me whenever i need it,

They make me laugh, sometimes it doesn't work a bit.

I wish the laughter never ended, so i would stay happy,

But i guess time never ends, while happiness does.

I have friends talking to you, screaming at you,

breaking your heart into two.

But it probably means nothing.

You call and call, but i just ignore it.

Even looking at caller ID hurts even the littlest bit.

My question is if you still love me.

If you don't, I'll let you be.

That's all I want to know,

If it's too hard then just say no.

Right now, I'm

Wanted by many,

Taken by none,

Talking to some,

But waiting for the one

[Thanks Vicka]

Taxi's the best,

better than the rest.

Makes me smile,

makes my life worthwhile.

Makes me laugh till I cry,

For him to make me laugh,

is like a piece of pie.

Everything was a fucking lie.

Gave you my heart, you tore it into two. Now that we part, wish i never met you.

I was like a hit-and-run, next time i see you, it's you who should run. Because i can't take this shit no more. I actually loved you, but you broke it anyway. You didn't care. Didn't give a shit. You played with my heart. But you know what? You shouldn't have done that. Next time i see you, you better watch it. I'm not the type or girl you play with then leave. You have no idea what i would do to get even. So watch yourself. And the next time you see me, you would want to stay 4 to 10 fucking feet away from me. Your face just pisses the shit out of me. Don't call me, don't talk to me, don't even look at me. Yeah, that's how much i hate you. Don't want you ever in my life. Everyone else is different, but you are just a piece or crap. Don't even try to say sorry to me, because i know that. Deep inside, you don't mean anything. You say you still "like" me. Chances are I'm nothing to you. I'm glad I'm nothing to you because i don't want to be treated like the way you treat me.

I'm going to erase you. Completely from my mind. Never again, will you exist.

Farewell

Things i Wrote From The Corazon

What is four plus one?

Well, maybe my heart is starting to heal, maybe they have won.

But one thing is that you'll never change the way i feel.

Just like the old times, lonely and unspoken.

Having the strength to climb, so quiet, so broken.

Old times have come, Sad times have died.

My brother left me numb, but upon my face, all tears have dried.

Far and wide, i look up to the snow, and my name speaks.

Quietly it guides, telling me to glow, and not be weak.

You ignore me if i was nothing.

But deep inside, I'm your everything.

Every snowflake is unique, one represents myself.

Am i the one you seek? Or am i like everyone else?

Listening to my music, singing along.

Thinking about the basics, thinking about where i belong.

Thinking about love songs, thinking about how we were.

Listening all nightlong, hoping for a cure.

Will i die for you? No.

Will i die with you? Yes

If i died for you, i wouldn't be able to spend my life with you.

If i died with you, i would spend eternity with you.

Changed, Improved, Refreshed

Well, it's done. What am i going to do now? Have i nothing more to do? Well, right now, all i can do is wait and have fun with my friends, forgetting everything. Even if i meet a new person, would i forget? I just wish not, because everything was unique. This girl has already got back on her feet, now all she needs is happiness. It sure of a hell wasn't easy going through many things. It still isn't, but one thing i know, is that i will keep my head up high and not let anyone bring me down. Not even you, can bring me down. Whoever thinks they can, then i would like to see you try. I just need comfort. Is that a lot? Hm.... Well, i know a lot of people that can bring me it, but it doesn't fulfill me. I'm not forcing anyone. I just want to... i don't know. I just want to find unbroken love, i guess. One love that will never break apart.

Everyday i think of you

Wondering what you wanna do.

Do you wanna be my boo?

'Cause baby, I Love You.

I was blind, but now i see

You bought the goodness out of me.

Now i'm falling in too deep

Baby won't you take my hand

'Cause i want you to understand

You'll get to know just who i am[One life one Love]

'Cause i want you to be my man

And without love in my life

I will be lonely when i die.

Every time you're on my mind

Everything will be alright

Look at Me...

I need a break from everything. I just can't take it anymore. I'm more stressed then im suppose to be. Damn. I have midterms coming up and most importantly, too many things are on my mind and i can't comcentrate. I have got to hangout with my friends and just forget everything. I need time before i can get back on my feet. Because this girl will get back on her feet. And NOTHING is going to stop her. Though it might hurt me, i still have to get up. Because i know that my life is already planned out. So whatever i do, is already planned out. Maybe being... random and being happy all the time is my thing. And i don't plan to break it now. I will not let anything intimidate me or bring me down anywhere. I will try my best to stay on top, not of others, but myself. Though forgetting about the past will hit me hard, I still gotta overcome it. It might hurt me deeply. But that's why friends are there. Just remember that i will not forget anything.