It doesn't matter if you lose a friend. There's a reason why they're not in your future. There's always going to be a reason why your past is not in your future.
This really helped me, i thought back of why i lost so many friends, and it all came clear. One can caused everything else to go wrong. I don't mind though, because, well i got used to it. Friends come and go, but i need someone who's willing to stay by my side when im stupid, crazy, hurt, or just being me. I just thank God for helping me through my problems and i thank Him for giving me so much. It makes me so happy that he's always there for me, watching me and helping me up when i fall down. It just means so much to me. And I want Him to stay in my heart. I never cared to notice all the positives things in my life, because i spent all my day, hours and minutes being emo. Now that i can see my positives, i see so many.
+I have a family that cares deeply about me;
-A mom who yells at me, picking fights, but only because she cares
-A hardworking dad, who i dont get along with, but cares a lot about me
-A sister, who i ignore sometimes, but still cares and listens to me
-A brother, who annoys the crap out of me, but still appreciates me
-Aunts who constantly yell, but love my family so much
-Cousin, who all have random lives, but still tries to make our family proud.
+I have the friends i need and love;
-My seven brothers i grew up with, are always there for me.
-JROTC cadets, who motivate me to bring the better out of me.
-All my other friends who always make me smile and reminds that i'm in their lives.
+What school brings;
-Not only mourning homework, but new friends around.
-Good grades(: Making my mom proud.
-More time at drill practice.
-More time to laugh with friends and share our "blond" moments(:
Right.... So yeah, ima go away for now. See you next time! (:
